Pretty Girls *.*

I'm a girl. 

But I love girls.

I mean pretty girls.

However, I'm not a lesbian.

Does that possible?

YES IT IS! 

haha :D

It's mid sem break and I suppose to spend my whole week at home but instead i have to go back early for some group assignment discussion. such a waste because i could have spent 4 more days at home eating home made food instead of having McD takeaway dinner last Thursday. sigh. okay what does it has to do with pretty girls? LOLL

okay, I'm bored as always. with no roommate and neighbors, I'm all alone in the room with nothing more than my laptop. So,  I went online and it started if with Jasmine Meakin choreograph video and hell yeah, the dancers are all as slim as I am. LOLL. okay and I don't know how and when did I started to browse Victoria Secret's fashion show videos but one thing that I can respond to all the models is *speechless*jaw drop* THEY ARE SMOKIN HOT *.* and pretty too! with perfect curve, align teeth, long legs, tanned skin, perfect cheek bone, flawless, beautiful hair and they're just beautiful that i can drool. haha. no worries, I'm straight. It's just that the thought of how can a girl be that pretty and I'm so jelly. I'm too skinny, pimples everywhere, baby fats that will never go away, huge leg due to the sports that I'm involved in, and not tall enough though I consider myself tall as a girl. hahaha. tak reti nak bersyukur kan? ish ish ishh Ameliaaaaaa =.= 

I'm grateful with what I have and I can say that I'm proud of what I have and what I am today. It's just that the thought of being better makes me feel that I'm not good enough. Lumrah hidup manusia lah tu. Tak pernah rasa cukup dengan apa yang ada. termasuklah yang bercakap ni pun. hahaha. 

xo; Cinderameyl (Y)