The End

Assalamualaikum and whaddup yaww :D

As always, overflowing of ideas on what to write when I should be busy studying for my very last paper for this semester but nevermind, they can wait. hihi

Well, as the semantic macrostructure speaks for itself, 'THE END' it can be the end for a the bad times and good times or it can be the beginning of a new things be it good or bad. I've got to say that within these few days, there are few chapters of my life that has come to an end and some are approaching its last few words of the last chapter :)

7 years ago, I was young and naive. Not knowing that I'm going to have bumpy roads but yet they turns out to be the sweetest memory that I've ever had. I was once a TKCian and I'm proud to be one. It was the best decision that I've ever made my entire life, which is to be a part of Kurshians. Knowing that the old school is now changing their location to Bandar Enstek do affect each and every Kurshian. Be it whether they're now 60 y.o granny who was once a TKCian or Excalibur 0812 who just graduated from TKC, Seremban. For us, it's not just a school. That place brings so much memories to each and everyone of us. The place where I grew up to be what I am today.The place where we've got to see each other's faces before and after puberty. The place where we learnt that there's no friendship that we're going to have in our whole life that's comparable than what we had. The place where we were taught to become a fair lady. To walk with heels to class, to eat with fork and spoon for every meal, to learn the right manners with seniors, teacher and wardens, to walk with pride as a TKCian. No one can ever understand how does it feels unless they are one of us. I had great times there and yes, for every beginning, the must be an end. My high school memories now shall rest in peace as the old building of the school is now known as SMS Tunku Aisyah. I can never regret nor forget that I was a part of Kolej Tunku Kursiah, Seremban, Negeri Sembilan. 

I'm going to sit for my last paper tomorrow which is English Discourse. I kinda like enjoy this subject, that's why I don't really feel the tense or the urge to finish reading early. That's not good =.=' but hey, to think of it back, tomorrow will be the official day that I'm going to finish my first semester of my second year :D Yeayy! Which means that I'm halfway done for my degree :) I need a break. from books, and notes. haha. That's just plain ridiculous right. When every working peeps wants to turn back time and be a student, here I am complaining about being a student and the excitement of starting my first career. Well, maybe that's because I'm in the middle of exam week kot. Kott lahh kann. haha. So, that's it for my university life :) 

Have you ever encounter a situation where you can't decide whether to turn to the next page or to continue doing things that you've been doing for years. Whether to flip the book and start fresh from writing a journal to burn every journals that you've written? A huge step I must say. To leave something that you're comfortable with for something new not knowing whether its worth the try. But hell, screw them. You can't experience something new if you don't have the guts to even try. So, here I am. Leaving my past behind and calling it a quit where I've decided that the last conversation that I had is the end of the chapters. There's always hope but there's always choices too. You can't be very sure of when will the hopes become real but you can always be sure of what to choose. Well, that's the end of it. I hope that 2013 can bring some extra adrenaline and oxytocine at the same time ;)

And I think there are few more notes before I reach the end of English Discourse T.T So, till then! :D

xo; ameliamars