well, I should be studying but I'm not really sure what's happening inside my head because I just can't seem to swallow and digest every words and every sentences that I've read. That sucks because I'm not gonna waste my time to reread the same sentences over and over again. But yeah of course, I will always have extra time to do things other than studying.loll.
I think it has been a long time since the last time I wrote about this lovey dovey thingy. but yeah, the oxytocine hormone seems to escalate at the moment and I can do nothing bout that. bak kata Daniel, 'guys di control oleh nafsu while girls di control oleh hormones'. Fair enough lah kan? u guys can easily get drool bila perempuan cantik lalu sebelah while us, can easily get drooled if we're served with good food :3 okay now I'm hungry. hahaha.
Okay, let's go back to love. well, I see love as a very subjective topic. why? because I simply have different groups of people that I love differently. I don't love my parents the way I love my friends because my love towards my mom and dad comes together with respect that I don't really apply to my friends. but of courselah I respect my friends as well but in different context lah kan. It's funny how my dad still checking out on me more than my mum did because she simply knows that I can take care of myself well and things that I always talk about with mum is simply about my 'teen' life and 'teenager's' thing that I sometimes share with my gfs. well, I must say that my parents agak berjiwa remaja. Dad is more flexibe but all in all of course I love them both muchooo. You can't choose to be born in which family but you can always cherish every moment that you have with your family. Life is bittersweet. There will always be rough and hard times but at the end of the day, they will always be by your side. why? because they're family. AS SIMPLE AS THAT.
well, heard of platonic love? it is more likely an intense feelings for those people that we care about without the love being of a romantic nature. It's kinda like very similar to that of actual love but platonic love creates strong and powerful bonding and attachment between people which what we call them as friends:) be it guys with guys, girls with girls or even guys and girls. I must say that I'm blessed to have awesome people around me that never failed to make me laugh and cheer up my days here. But of course, the longer I live, the more I've learnt. Even in friendship, there's always good times and hard times, there's always flaws that we can't escape, there's always things that we're not satisfied about each other but hell, that's what life is all about. You can't please everyone. It's always give and take in any kind of relationships and that includes friendship. I have awesome high school girlfriends where I can be as crazy and as dirty as we always be, matrics friends that are always there everytime I need some studies advises and yeah of course my Penang friends. They're of course as crazy as they can be. That's why I said I'm blessed that I can easily blend in and it's not as hard as i think it will be for me to find people that I can fit in well here. SO, cheers fellow comrades :)
Of course, it's not complete if I didn't touch anything about love isn't it? hmmm. As complicated as it can be, I believe none of us can escape from falling in love. Well yeah, I've loved and I've lost. That wont make me less than a human. I cried, I let it out and that's it. I moved on. Don't worry if your heart hurts today because hearts change everyday. HE is the turner of hearts. Love is blind I know but we can always control ourselves from being blinded by love. Always find someone who can actually change you to be a better person. My mom once told me that be with someone that loves you rather than being with the one that you love. It's cliche but yeah, I see something behind it. Yeah, as far as I'm concern, most of you people are still searching and that includes me kot.loll. I know it's not easy and it's not something that you can get overnight because we're talking about soul mate here. As for my opinion, let's just take it easy and go with the flow. If it is not today, it can be tomorrow or the day after. If shit happens, so do love:) If Allah says it is for you, the time will come. It's written up there remember? to those who keeps on complaining bout your single life, come on girl, it's not the end of the world yet. loll. okay fine. girls and boys. hehehe.
Of course, it's not complete if I didn't touch anything about love isn't it? hmmm. As complicated as it can be, I believe none of us can escape from falling in love. Well yeah, I've loved and I've lost. That wont make me less than a human. I cried, I let it out and that's it. I moved on. Don't worry if your heart hurts today because hearts change everyday. HE is the turner of hearts. Love is blind I know but we can always control ourselves from being blinded by love. Always find someone who can actually change you to be a better person. My mom once told me that be with someone that loves you rather than being with the one that you love. It's cliche but yeah, I see something behind it. Yeah, as far as I'm concern, most of you people are still searching and that includes me kot.loll. I know it's not easy and it's not something that you can get overnight because we're talking about soul mate here. As for my opinion, let's just take it easy and go with the flow. If it is not today, it can be tomorrow or the day after. If shit happens, so do love:) If Allah says it is for you, the time will come. It's written up there remember? to those who keeps on complaining bout your single life, come on girl, it's not the end of the world yet. loll. okay fine. girls and boys. hehehe.
'it takes a strong heart to love, but it takes a stronger heart to continue to love after it's been hurt'
well said isn't it?
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