It's Thursday yaww and I should be fasting today but idk which mazhab that I follow yang dalam banyak hari harini jugak nak pergi dentist. I ended up had my lunch an hour ago. huahuahuaaaa :3 That's not the point. haha. Okay, yesterday was a normal day for me but there is something that I would like to share here. There's Rasulullah Muhibbah was held and the event for that day were Qasidah/Marhabban followed with a talk by Imam Muda Hasan, the winner from second season of Imam Muda Program on Astro Oasis.
I have to admit that it wasn't my intention to go to that talk in a first place but yup, I was touched by one of the lines from one of my close friends here when she said that 'it's time for us to feed our soul' so, I decided to join the clan and go for that talk without knowing who is this Imam Muda Hasan and what is he going to talk about etc.
It was a hectic day yesterday because I had class straight until 5 and accounting mid term test and God knows how hard and impossible for me to get good grades for accounting as it is one of the killer subjects T.T plus I had major head ache right after the test and I sprain my right ankle and yup from the same fractured leg.One more thing is the theme for that event is green and i dont have any green shirt or green baju kurung. I started to have the second thought of not joining them but it's like there's something about it that urge me to not to change my mind and yeap, I went to that ceramah anyway.
It started of with a qasidah performance from a group of 9-16 years old boys. It was not that bad and watching the kids performed, I'm so mesmerized how 9 year-old boy who can read and even sing something so wonderful touched my heart and I have to admit that even until today the qasidah song that they sang and selawat keeps on playing in my head.The event was then followed by the talk from Imam Muda Hasan and he's not that type where he can attract his audience easily by how he express himself and tell stories.However, there's something about him that attracts me and trust me it's not some stupid girl's crush or whatsoever. The talk is about our prophet Muhammad s.a.w and it was something that I already know and I bet we all know the history of Rasulullah S.A.W but not even a single second that I lost my interest to listen to him. Y'know, I must admit that this is my first islamic program that I've been to willingly and it is not compulsory but I WAS THERE. Told Tiqss about it and she was like 'ni sure compulsory sebab tu kau pergi' haha.
I don't know why am I writing and sharing this but it's like deep inside me, i do crave for these kind of thing. It's time for me to think about what kind of life that I wanna have, to change my own definition of success in life, to look at love in different perception, to put boundaries in friendship among guy friends and most of all to feed my soul and not to lose the motivation to do so. Knowing myself, I know it's hard. super hard but I do believe that nothing is impossible and yup, it takes time and effort but Insya Allah, I will try.
;Amelia Marsani
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