Supernatural Creature (Y)

Assalamualaikum and Hello :)(:

It's better to use the 'Supernatural' term instead of Vampire and Werewolves to avoid some 'eeiii poyonya perempuan ni dia layan twilight rupanya. HAHAHAHAHA' LOLL. okay takk. sebenarnya YES, I'm a big fan of vampires and werewolves but not just Twilight series but also The Vampire Diaries (Y)

Well, instead of asking whyyyy does people get crazy over those kind of stories, why don't you ask yourself why shouldn't people do not like, I mean LOVE those kind of stories? hehe

First and foremost, Vampires and Werewolves are SMOKIN' HOT CREATURES

Oh, come on. Edward and Emmet Cullen, Jacob Black from Twilight Saga, Stefan and Damon Salvatore, Nikklaus Mikhael, Tyler Lockwood from TVD. They're girls' madness I tell you bro~ Even if you read the books, the description of all werewolves will be like ' They're super buff you feel like eating their biceps or they're hell a good looking and the most handsome creature that ever exist'. DURHH. That's exaggerating but who cares? hehe

Second of all, okay this is probably the most awesome part which is they're SUPER STRONG THAT THEY CAN RIP YOUR HEART OFF AND MAKE YOU HEADLESS. Who would have thought that the weak Bella can be stronger that the huge Emmet once she become a vampire? and and that girlish Caroline is so strong that she can beat the huge werewolf Mason Lockwood :3 Hamagadd people, you just can't miss all the fighting scenes involving vampires and werewolves because they're just so awesome and no mercy I must say :3 ( the battle from Twilight: Breaking Dawn Part 2) is a must watch scene! They're just hmmm. speechless. haha

Next, they're the MOST LOYAL  LOVERS. Well, this is pretty cool because they can just know whether that person is the love of their eternity life by just looking in their eyes :) Cool in a sense where they don't really have to waste their time (though they're immortal) finding the right person to spend their whole life with and go through the heart break phase. Zzzzz. Unfair isn't it? loll

Fourth, they can travel all around the world as long as they want, and experience how 1920s,1930s,1970s and etc is like. awesome isn't it?

Last but not least, they're just awesome. Don't you get it?

One thing that I have to admit is that not everyone love these supernatural creatures based kind of stories but hell, who are you to judge what our kind love about them and go crazy about each episodes. Come on, we don't judge you guys talking about about football when you know nothing about the team and just being a hipster to catch others' attention because you're so cool that you're a girl but you watch football, we don't judge you because you listen to Justin Bieber's songs senyap2 sebab dia selalu kena bahan and you join them bahan Justin Bieber. Come onnnnn. We don't even judge you if you watch porn.hahaha. Takde kaitan. loll. So the conclusion here is Don't Judge if we publicly express our vampire crushes and how we go crazy about vampires and werewolves stories. hehe. And of course out of all reasons stated memang tak lah kan if i were about to answer do you want to become one. haha. Gila. I'm a Muslim. I don't want to live that long and experience Hari Kiamat. Siapa nak kan?

xo;AmeliaMarsani

food for the soul

hello :)(:

It's Thursday yaww and I should be fasting today but idk which mazhab that I follow yang dalam banyak hari harini jugak nak pergi dentist. I ended up had my lunch an hour ago. huahuahuaaaa :3 That's not the point. haha. Okay, yesterday was a normal day for me but there is something that I would like to share here. There's Rasulullah Muhibbah was held and the event for that day were Qasidah/Marhabban followed with a talk by Imam Muda Hasan, the winner from second season of Imam Muda Program on Astro Oasis. 

I have to admit that it wasn't my intention to go to that talk in a first place but yup, I was touched by one of the lines from one of my close friends here when she said that 'it's time for us to feed our soul' so, I decided to join the clan and go for that talk without knowing who is this Imam Muda Hasan and what is he going to talk about etc.

It was a hectic day yesterday because I had class straight until 5 and accounting mid term test and God knows how hard and impossible for me to get good grades for accounting as it is one of the killer subjects T.T plus I had major head ache right after the test and I sprain my right ankle and yup from the same fractured leg.One more thing is the theme for that event is green and i dont have any green shirt or green baju kurung. I started to have the second thought of not joining them but it's like there's something about it that urge me to not to change my mind and yeap, I went to that ceramah anyway.

It started of with a qasidah performance from a group of 9-16 years old boys. It was not that bad and watching the kids performed, I'm so mesmerized how 9 year-old boy who can read and even sing something so wonderful touched my heart and I have to admit that even until today the qasidah song  that they sang and selawat keeps on playing in my head.The event was then followed by the talk from Imam Muda Hasan and he's not that type where he can attract his audience easily by how he express himself and tell stories.However, there's something about him that attracts me and trust me it's not some stupid girl's crush or whatsoever. The talk is about our prophet Muhammad s.a.w and it was something that I already know and I bet we all know the history of  Rasulullah S.A.W but not even a single second that I lost my interest to listen to him. Y'know, I must admit that this is my first islamic program that I've been to willingly and it is not compulsory but I WAS THERE. Told Tiqss about it and she was like 'ni sure compulsory sebab tu kau pergi' haha.

I don't know why am I writing and sharing this but it's like deep inside me, i do crave for these kind of thing. It's time for me to think about what kind of life that I wanna have, to change my own definition of success in life, to look at love in different perception, to put boundaries in friendship among guy friends and most of all to feed my soul and not to lose the motivation to do so. Knowing myself, I know it's hard. super hard but I do believe that nothing is impossible and yup, it takes time and effort but Insya Allah, I will try.

;Amelia Marsani

FINALS :3

Brace yourself as the final examinations timetable is out :3 No. Basically it has been out since last 2 weeks and I'm being ignorant because we still have 3 more weeks to study week. hehe. But thank god that the gap is just nice and I hope that i can stay focus from the first day of study week till the last day of examination which will be Dr. Ghayth's paper on Discourse Analysis subject. So, pray for the best?

random hour

I've been dealing with the same shit for years. I myself don't understand why. sigh. I want to let it go but I myself doubt that I can. Strong enough yet still fragile. So easy yet it's hard. So close yet so far. You come and go as you wish. I come and go as I wish. We do things as we please with no string attached. Moving on and pretending that we've moved on is two different things. Deep down I know that you're the one that fills my head, deep down I know that you're the one that can never forget. why? I myself don't have the answer. I tried. But I failed. I did try again. but the walls is not strong enough to withstand a simple phone call. Not once, not twice. I myself lost of counts. And it saddens me that I'm writing this after a simple phone call. No argument, no tears. Just a simple phone call that's occupied with laughter. It's like I'm talking with the same 17 year old boy that used to have my heart. and still do I'm afraid.

;A

Pretty Girls *.*

I'm a girl. 

But I love girls.

I mean pretty girls.

However, I'm not a lesbian.

Does that possible?

YES IT IS! 

haha :D

It's mid sem break and I suppose to spend my whole week at home but instead i have to go back early for some group assignment discussion. such a waste because i could have spent 4 more days at home eating home made food instead of having McD takeaway dinner last Thursday. sigh. okay what does it has to do with pretty girls? LOLL

okay, I'm bored as always. with no roommate and neighbors, I'm all alone in the room with nothing more than my laptop. So,  I went online and it started if with Jasmine Meakin choreograph video and hell yeah, the dancers are all as slim as I am. LOLL. okay and I don't know how and when did I started to browse Victoria Secret's fashion show videos but one thing that I can respond to all the models is *speechless*jaw drop* THEY ARE SMOKIN HOT *.* and pretty too! with perfect curve, align teeth, long legs, tanned skin, perfect cheek bone, flawless, beautiful hair and they're just beautiful that i can drool. haha. no worries, I'm straight. It's just that the thought of how can a girl be that pretty and I'm so jelly. I'm too skinny, pimples everywhere, baby fats that will never go away, huge leg due to the sports that I'm involved in, and not tall enough though I consider myself tall as a girl. hahaha. tak reti nak bersyukur kan? ish ish ishh Ameliaaaaaa =.= 

I'm grateful with what I have and I can say that I'm proud of what I have and what I am today. It's just that the thought of being better makes me feel that I'm not good enough. Lumrah hidup manusia lah tu. Tak pernah rasa cukup dengan apa yang ada. termasuklah yang bercakap ni pun. hahaha. 

xo; Cinderameyl (Y)

Second Chance

2 posts in a day? that's normal when I'm bored. loll. Yup, I'm kind of gian nak menulis since the last time I do some blogging was a year ago and I deleted my blog for some reasons that should not be announced. haha. Okay, so what's with second chance? or may I say second chances? 

There are few concepts in life that we have to understand because we did this whether it is consciously or unconsciously. We forgive and forget easily. Does that makes us less than a human because we're giving people second chances that easy? Yup. True that. It is not second chance if keep on forgiving and forgetting things. It's more likely become second, third, fourth chances.

One thing that I once ponder about is why do people keep on giving second chances?

simply because the outcome of the first chance might be different from the second chance.
the second chance's outcome is different from the third chance.
and the cycle goes on and on and on...

Things like this mostly happen in relationship. yes, indeed. we keep on giving second chances hoping that the outcome might be different and that would be the outcome that want and we expect it to end up as. but shit happens. we're being selfish. we're being too emotional. we're being immature. we're going against the nature. why? simply because we're just another human that never lose hope. Hoping for some miracles to happen. Hoping that there will be a happy ending for our story. Hoping that we don't have to go through another shit phase in life. but one thing that we forget to do is to give our self another chance to fix us, to give our self a chance to not to keep on trying and the most important part is to give our self the chance to give up on things that we know can never happen and start to appreciate what we have and keep what is willing to stay with us through our ups and downs.

Selfish to have something all by yourself? No it's not. it's human nature.

ideservesasecondchancetoo;

amelia marsani

Querido Diario,

Hello again :)
It has been a long time since the last time and yup! I'll start fresh again. Different blog, different kind of thing that will be posted. No more stuff that will make you shit bricks XP (I somehow love to use the shit bricks analogy since it sounded more appropriate compared to 'sembelit'. loll) Okay, so what I've been up to these few months? A lot of things. A lot of events. A lot of dramas and I can conclude that they're super hmm. *lost of words. But yeah, that's the sugar and spice of life because I'm no living in a boring and lame life. I just realized one thing about me. I do have talent in writing poem with the help of RHYMER.COM. lolll. Thanks to nique for the website. Basically, me and my friends were assigned to come up with some creative stuff and it was our assignment for 'Phonetics and Lexis of English' subject. Yup, I don't really write those cheesy and weird stuff but hell yeah! I just discovered that part of me :) feel free to read.

Dear  diary,
Today will be different,
And it has to be constant.
To prove that it is special,
I’ll start my day with an apple,
Instead of taking some caffeine,
That can’t wake me up in the mornin’
I will smile to all,
Even when I’m in the mall,
While eating my spaghetti meatball.
Dear diary,
I made it through the day,
With no dramas and the same cliché.
To feel tidy and afresh all the time,
I trimmed my hair before the teatime.
To start fresh and be someone new,
I don’t need Wushu neither Kung Fu,
But enough with me having a new hairdo.
Dear diary,
I’ve never known the lovin’ of a man,
But it sure felt nice like hugging a snowman.
Until one day,
I received a bouquet,
However, it is not my birthday.
There’s a boy here in town,
Whose name I can’t pronounce,
He said that he’ll love me forever,
Though to me he is a total stranger.
Dear diary,
I couldn’t have been more wrong,
I don’t have to sing a song,
For someone to come along.
Enough with making a mistake,
To start a new handshake.
Flaws are common,
Cause it beautify perfection.
Dear diary,
Today has been different,
Because there’s no tears in silent.
I can now lay myself down on a bed of roses,
When the stranger is no more one of my crushes.
And now I can write on the brick,

 ‘Dear diary,
I met a guy, we talked, and that was epic’

By; Amelia Marsani

I have to admit that it was inspired from The Vampire Diaries but who cares. loll. 

xo; amelia marsani