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Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Finale!


It is Thirty First December 2013!
Last day of the year and of course, the ultimate ritual strikes again. The new year resolutions! But trust me, I'm not sure what should I wish for because I'm currently ahead of my own schedule. hehe. 2013 has been so good to me with extremely unexpected achievements, chances and opportunities. Alhamdulillah and I'm so blessed with everything HE had given to me. 

Anyways, there will be no new year resolutions for 2014 I guess. Simply because I just need a break. All you need from a rough and hard but at the same time awesome 3 years is just a break because I will finally be finishing my degree life Insya Allah around June 2014 :D happy? of course I am! It is going to be my first time wearing the robe! and also the bouquet :D 

Believe it or not, my new year resolutions will always be about gaining weight and losing pimples. It really is a big deal tho. Oh well, not anymore I guess. That's cause I can finally accept the fact that I can never be more than 50kg and I can never be flawless. There goes ' If you can't accept my at my worst, you simply don't deserve me at my best' . It is true somehow but  seriously? 90% of the way I accept it is actually to calm my own tits. Nonetheless, insecure is never in my life dictionary. lol. 

And 2013 too taught me to let go of something that is not mine. Not mine to keep, not mine to be with. The decision that I made, the hardest. Thanks to you, now that I am much much better, stronger, and even mature than before. The hardest decision to not to look back but yet, the decision that I will never regret.  Again, thank you.

Now that I am in my comfort zone, let's just wait and see what 2014 can offer me :) Till then, I have notes to study. Adios :D

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