A good start to 2013 :3

WEE WEE WEEE~

okay. I sounds retarded. luls. Anyways, it was a Friday pleasant evening until I've got a call from admin asking whether will I be free this upcoming 20th till 24th January because they're going to send me off to Indonesia for Malaysia-Indonesia Entrepreneurship Workshop III which will be held at Universitas Sebelas Maret, Indonesia :) Good opportunity and it's good for my resume. hehe.

Well, I couldn't be more grateful with what I have today. Each and every opportunity that knocks my door was unexpected. As I said before, I love surprises and this is one hell of a surprise that I love and another good start for my 2013 :D I wonder what is my 2013 lucky charm. I should keep it but how on earth am I going to keep it if I myself do not even own one? haha. okay whatever~

And one more thing, as I had a pretty long conversation with a friend of mine, we did talked about ourselves and how we 'impressed' each other when we first met. lol. let's put it in simpler words. First impression.

To be honest, I'm not good in impressing people for the first time. Yup, I always get that ' WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THAT ARROGANT BITCH THAT THINKS SHE OWN EVERYTHING AND I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING HER FACE NON-STOP BUT HELL I HAVE TO PRETEND THAT I LIKE HER BECAUSE WE HAVE TO WORK ON SOMETHING TOGETHER.' Yeah, I have that attitude where I don't approach people and that particular 'muka taik' and look to strangers. But hey, who cares. haha. once we've got to know each other, you will definitely enjoy my company :) and yes, I have to admit that I'm a bit crazy retarded bitch. I don't really resembles how do I look and how I dressed up but yup that doesn't really matter. 

Admit it that we can't please everyone. Why am I writing this in 'a good start 2013' post is because I finally get that attitude back. I mean like, I used to care so much about what others might think when I started my degree and I ended up being miserable because I do realize that I can't have the same friendship that I had during high school where we really had that bond. That strong bond. But here, today, I meet a lot of people. They can be nice to you but at the same time they can be the ones who judge you, who stab you from the back, who treat you nicely but talks bad behind you and the list goes on and on and on. I was afraid to be in that particular list once upon a time. being the bad ass that everyone talks about. being judge. but hell, I used to be that girl who cares nothing but myself and to lose that to a bunch of people that I only have to bear with for a couple of years? NOT WORTH MY TIME.  

I am now gladly say that I'm over it. I'm over that attitude where I have to care about others before me. I'm free to do what I want, to say what I feel and to blurt out my thoughts. Yes. I am that heartless. Deal with it. As for now, I'm gonna concentrate on my finals and yup, I should put it on the billboard that I'm in my retarded mode or phase. I might be crazy and say stupid things but bear with me :3 because, there are more to come. haha. Post finals last sem was study trip to Thailand and next week,  I'm off to Indonesia. Yup, the trips are paid fully by USM. jealous much? well, you should :P

P/S: i wanna share some pictures but i can't seem to find my usb cable due to the messiness of my study table. maafkan je lah.kbai