How's life treating you?
Bad.
How bad it is?
Badder than bad.
Care to define badder than bad?
It feels like I've died a thousand deaths.
Must be painful?
Mentally, Physically, Emotionally :(
Are you okay?
Stop asking me whether I'm okay/fine. No I'm not okay. No one would understand what I've been through. I've been through hell. I see deaths but i can do nothing. I had sleepless nights and I dream of bad dreams more than I dreamed of sweet dreams. My whole body aches. Rough days, tough days. Which part of these sounds okay?
I'm sorry. Sick?
If only this sickness can be cured. One can only hope.
I'll be there for you.
You will. You keep me alive even when I don't feel like living. When all the plans that I made seems ridiculous at this point of my life. When I have to give up my dreams for the things that's happening. When I wanted to give up my life. You smack me hard. Because I belong to HIM. It's written up there that whatever I'm going through is going to bring me closer to HIM. That he loves me more that he wants to listen to my prayers more often than I did. You will be there for me because I am you.
True that I gotta fight this alone. It's my body and my soul. Everyone can be there but it is my battle to fight. Gotta stay strong didn't I?
